Well i was informed today that i can't talk to my bestfriend until her and her husband get through the issues that they are having right now. God it felt like she took my heart and tore it into a thousand small pieces. I really need her right now more then ever, with the battle of custody before me. God this just sucks. On another note, i may have a new lawyer. She's really great.I just hope things get better for me. especially now.I don't really know how to feel, but be hurt. You see this friend i'm talking about has been by bestfriend for over 17 years. She's like my sister. Our kids play together, well when we aren't working, and have time. I know they don't see her kids that often, but they do care weather they can play with them or not anymore.